Khamis, 14 Mei 2009

can't get her outta my mind!!

damn!!
two days I can't focused on my study...such a waste man!!she keep playing on my mind...damn !!
i don't know....maybe it just can't be helped...

she is a friend of mine....well.....I have quite a story with her back then few years a go....its actually a very complicated story indeed...back few years a go....hmm...its a bittersweet memories for me though...

it seem like old stories happened again....but  this time it seem like to be more complicated and hard...hard for me.... 

i think better for me to tell you all the story....hahaha...i guess it can give me a little bit relief for my mind..

few years ago.....there is a girl....suddenly come to my life....she is not so tall....not so beautiful...just nice...cute maybe the most suitable word for her....

i recognize her ...i mean...really know her during a training....hmm....since that ....i think we begin to closed....a really had a crush on her by that time.....pheww....i don't know....why and how...it seem like i really liked her...

to make it more complicated,during that time...all that i know...that she is with somebody else....hahaha...when i heard that they are clashed....haa...i don't know how dumb of me to try to approach her....

I had a really good time..estacy indeed...but wen i dare enough to ask her about the relationship....its to late.....hahaha.....kes lambat la....she is back with that guy again!!

then,recently,i called her....it was a really long call....hahaha....th most long in my life i think...what start to make me to be in this situation when she states that she is single....again.....i don't know....maybe i kept my feeling toward her too long....the same feeling starts to blooming again.....and now...it start to give obstacle to my life ....phew.....

i don't know man....I just don't like to be tortured again.....will all kind of feeling that suck.....













D A M N



7 ulasan:

-shak- berkata...

Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart.


haram takde kena mengena pun.
haha.

itisrajah berkata...

sabar.
takkan lari gunung dikejar.

MelodikaJiwaSepi berkata...

gunung x lari...tp leh diteroka oleh org lain...x pon kene tarah...

iLiAiSyAh berkata...

uish.... saba yer... c'mon!! go n get her!!

gelapcerah berkata...

hahaha

terk memang ori, aku masih mempunyai terk seperti kukenal..


dear beloved terky,


orang perempuan paling senang nak kat lelaki

kalo orang laki memilih-milih wajah.. tapi orang pompuan pilih 2 benda je

1.boleh x mamat ni buat aku gembira + jadi ketua kluarga + pandu aku dan anak2 (baik, sabar, bla.. bla..)

2.x sengkek sangat (duit)


setuju atau tidak, ni realiti sebahagian besar nye


heheh


so, aku kata;

fokus camne nak dapat duit banyak dan fokus nak membina keyakinan ramai orang, konfem berjaya



oho

gelapcerah berkata...

terk,

check this out;
http://saifulislam.com/?p=1850


where the answer is.

Lavender Pelangi berkata...

ouh..touching2..

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