HEDONISTIC SATANIC!!and my battle end.....thank-god!!!

Asalamualikum,
After being tortured and depressed in almost two week time,finally my battle with paper and pen ended.well,its been a really bad week and nightmare for me for this semester final exam.I dunno,I just think I also had that ADHD that shak wrote at his block.well,really.What I'm try to gain in last minutes was gone with the wind.I became really stressed out after my last paper.it takes about hours for me to recover back.it also make massive hair lost....



so,after had a bad experienced,I realize..that we always not to get what we want actually,except in the will of Allah,it is He that determine all happened ,either good or bad...yes!this is what I need to understand.I think, I am to drift away from Him,to busy with stupid hedonism that blacken my heart and soul.

it is rally important to get Allah's bless,or KEBERKATAN.

I think I really need to reflect my self deeply.....



HEDONISTIC SATANIC.

KAU BANGUN TIDO,KAU BUKA TV,
TENGOK CERITA MENGARUT,MEMAKI DAN MEMBENCI,
TENGOK PEREMPUAN BUKA SANA ,BUKAK SINI,
APA KAU TAU KO GELAK,SENYUM SAMPAI NAMPAK PENUH GIGI.

BEGITU JUGA BILA KAU BUKAK PC,
MAIN GAME TAK INGAT SAMPAI KE PAGI,
INTERNET DISALAH GUNA,BUKAN UTK MENCAKNA MINDA,
MUAT TURUN CERITA PORNO,ITU SAHAJA KAU TAHU.

MEMBACA MEMANG MENJANA MINDA,
TAPI APA KAU TAHU,BACA MAJALAH DAN KOMIK SAHAJA,
KENAPA TIDAK AKHBAR ATAU BUKU KIMIA?
ITU SEMUA TIDAK PENTING,ITU SEMUA DUNIA!!!

NAMPAKNYA KAU TELAH DIJAJAH!!
DIJAJAH OLEH YAHUDI LAKNATULLAH!!
PENJAJAHAN BARU BUKAN MACAM DAHULU!!
DIJAJAH MINDA YG BIKIN HATI JADI BATU!!!

BEBASKAN DIRIMU WAHAI SAUDARA SEISLAMKU,
JAUHKAN DIRI DARI PENJAJAHAN BARU,
ITU SEMUA DAKYAH TERBARU,
AGENDA YAHUDI !! SI CELAKA NO SATU.

HEDONICTIC SATANIC!!!

Sekadar coretan hatiku yg meronta,ingin aku jeritkan ke seluruh dunia Islam,apa yg aku rasa.Budaya hedonistic adalah salah satu agenda yahudi,ini utk melemahkan taqwa kita kepada Yg Maha Esa,mengurangkan ukwah sesama saudara...sebab itu ku panggil hedonistic satanic.......

kenapa umur Adolf Hitler begitu pendek?kenapa beliau tiada pewaris?jika tidak,alangkah bagusnya,bayangkan hidup tanpa mereka...

tiada lagi propaganda merosak minda,tidaklah jatuh kerajaan Islam yg bertahta,tidaklah gamat ekonomi dunia setiap angka lapan yg menjelma pada tahun masihi,
ini satu fakta yg menenarik,kejatuhan ekonomi dunia akan berlaku pada setiap 10 tahun,dimasabila angka 8 muncul,yg aku dapat tahu,ini bermula thn 1988,dikuti 1998,dan thn ini 2008..!!!so, apakah persektif anda tentang ini>>???

Vortex Masa

Vortex Masa....Apa itu vortex???Mungkin ramai antara kita yg tahu apa itu vortex.
betulkan aku kalau aku salah dalam pemahaman aku terhadap vortex.

vortex adalah keadaan dimana keadaan yg berpusing,berputar...

Ku kini berada dalam votex masa....segalanya bakal berubah kembali....


kesimpulannya......exam week sucks!!

YOU AND YOURSELF : DO YOU REALLY KNOW WHO YOU ARE?

OPTIMISTIC BOMBASTIC

Back in Ramadhan, I went to visit my friend at UiTM Shah Alam.Actually, he invite me to have a iftar with him.He kindly willing to pick me up with his Honda Wave.Very kind of him.

Suddenly it actually an iftar of a business community that he joined, well...it seem a little bit hard to be to blend with his comrade since I'm not really into this field.(pernah try tapi cam x leh gi ja)

So,we had a good iftar there,the food was fine.very good indeed.After that, I went to hang up and finally decide to spend a night him there.

Later, around 0100, I think,we decide to loafing at maple.With kind of cold climate,we chat.
suddenly I really impress with him.He actually a really optimistic and I have to say the most optimistic person I have ever recognized.He really positive in his live,his business and his thought.He seems not like a 18 years old boy. Man!! at this point, I realize that,we actually not recognize our own friends,and also our own self!!

YOU AND YOURSELF
Well,I know him about 5 years now,but I'm surprised that he is different than I thought.That make me think that I even not recognize my self.

So,do you know yourself?Do you really know who you are?

As for me,what I know that;

• I'm just a middle-class student with some bad attitudes.
• A child that hiding with big lies and full hypocrisy with his family.
• A friend that value friendship.

That what I know about myself for now.There a still certain things that still undefined/unidentified with my self.

Am I really a good friends? Am I really good student? Am I liked by others? Do I suck?Do others fell good with me?

SO.........I want to ask you,DO you REALLY RECOGNIZE YOURSELF?especially to all my fellow bloggers...DO YOU?

Kindly, I hope you can left me comments and say what do you think about me...frankly,I really needed your help to identifies myself.

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Salam,

Lama sudah ku x menulis di sini,mingkin kerana hilang mood atau terlalu tertekan memikirkan exam yg bakal berlangsung.Sebenarnya,begitu banyak coretan yg tertanggung untuk ku coretkan di sini.Makin hanyut diulit masa,mungkin ku akan mula aktif kembali dikala cuti menjelma.

Di kesempatan ini,saya ,insan bernama Melodijiwasepi aka Fikri Rezzi Bin Basarudin aka Terk,ingin mengambil kesempatan utk mengucapkan ampun daku di bulan syawal mulia ini.andai ada yg mengguris hati.terutama kata2 yg dihambur dr mulut ku,tingkah laku yg mungkin sakit mata memandang .harap diampun..

terutama rakan2 lama, terutama rakan sepermainan di Jenan;

Krebat,Mache,gtong,uzet,atat,term,jabir,pak arm,ejam

-->anda semua begitu berjasa kepadaku,x dapat kubalas segala ihsan dan jasa anda

next to all blogger-shak,aleen,alan,aufa,krebat and others (sorry if you're not listed)

thanks because you all spend your time to view my perspective here.